Date:
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Time: 10:48:00 PM
Hols
Its the holidays! And 4 more days to the release of this semester's exam results. Got this gut filling that i might fail 2 modules. Rahhh. I hope this gut feelin ain't rite. Really hope that i can pass all my modules and get a decent gpa, hopefully higher than the previous semester. Have been praying, bai-ing everyday since the start of the exams. At one end, i'm really scared, and the other, i have this wat the heck attitude. Its like so conflicting yet ironic. I think that the exams not only screwed my biological clock and also my mental capacity. Haha. But seriously, i dunnoe whether i like studying anymore. I used to like studying during exams and have this confidence since secondary school during the exams.. But this feeling is like disappear once i stepped into university. Its like education doesn't really appeal or attract me to learn anymore. I guess is like i'm really gettin' sick of studying. I have like constant thoughts of whether i was in the right course or not. Haiz. I really should be gettin' these negatives thoughts outta my head. Is like COME ON? Its the freakin holidays! But, i guess these worry aint gettin out of my head not until after the release of the results?
So brushing away the emo thoughts, positive stuffs have happen during this time. Got a really cool work that i had now. Its like i am working for my professor in sch on a project that he had. The fun thing is that my fellow colleagues are my school mates and my friends from the same course, so we can like work together on the same project and at the same place. Last week, we wenta changi airport to take photographs of NEA's meteorological department's hydrographs, which is the 1st part of our jop scope. Really enjoyed the work, even though waking up at 7am is hell, its quite a rather enjoyable work as we did alot of crazy stuff and nonsensical stuff at the area, which makes the job quite fun! Hahhaha. Nxt week was part 2 of the job, in which half of us need to analyse the data collated. Its like rather tedious but the good thing is that we get to do it at home, so yar. Dun need to wake up early in the morning to do the work.
So yar. i guess that's about it. That's the update of my life now. Oh i also went kite flying with the NTSS peeps 2 weeks b4. Very fun and i really enjoyed the picnic + supper. Hahaha. Oh and meiling's 21st too! The food is god damn awesome! LOL. I think i need to organise some outing for the poly people. So any peeps out there free contact me yar! HAHHAHA. Okays. Peace out. Going out!
xoxo
Gossip Qi
Labels: emo, Stuff
